She's some kind of wonderful

x_rawsugar @ 2005-04-14T21:59:00

2005-04-15T01:59:40Z

I decided it was time to start over. This is the last time this will happen. Promise

x_notyour_star
Add it
I will add you back

you will hear the shrillest highs and lows

2005-04-13T14:02:49Z

Things will all come together sooner or later. and then they'll fall apart again. thats just how life goes. but the more it happens to you, the easier it is to pick up the pieces.

I went to extremes to prove that I was fine without you, and I am sorry. You hit me right were it hurt. I realized I cant live without my best friend. I believe that sometimes we say the meanest things(even to the people that mean the most to us) so that we can wake them up and make them see what they are doing is wrong. I love Ann Marie more than anything basically. I miss how we used to be, but friendships change. I have to deal with that. I know that she loves me more than anyone ever could, or will.

I guess a long night of crying will leave you with a lot to say.
I love all my friends. You all mean so much to me.
<333

Lame.

2005-04-13T04:23:14Z

A very cute boy hit on me tonight.
We talked for a long time.
did I mention he was very cute?
then he asked me how old I was.
I told him the truth. (why did I do that?)
He says, "Wow, you look so much older"
I smile. "Really?"
"Yeah you are gorgeous"
I blush. "Thanks"
Well, no offense but youre a bit young for me. (he was eighteen)
"I have a buddy though."
WHY WASNT I FUCKING BORN 1986?
I was supposed to be. but god decided that he would ruin my life.
I hate that more than anything.

I guess it helps that I was asked to Prom by the most beautiful boy on AJ's hockey team.<3
He is almost 19. I love that. :)
I need a dress. :/ yikessss.

One word.......Bliss.

2005-04-12T03:13:48Z

Well then...the last 4 days have been completely freaking amazing. I cant even describe it, but I will try anyways. Well yesterday Aj's uncle let my ride his dirt bike with him. We were going like 120. Such a rush. My crotch kind of hurt after that, but wasnt going to ruin my day. After that Aj and I went bowling. I met these guys that bowl on a league there. They asked me to join their league, I am going up there tomorrow to check that out. Then I came home and talked online all night because thats who I am. I woke two hours later and went to school. Lots of movies, lots of sleep. Second hour I was sleeping and I had a dream I was talking to my family and no one was listening to me. You know how things around you when you sleep can come in your dream? Well that happened. All the talking made me dream that my family was. So I woke up yelling, "SHUT UP!" I got a few looks. I blushed. Then brushed it off as the bell rang. I applied for newspaper then walked home. Walking is exercise, so I wasnt about to complain about it. Then I got home and AJ came to get me. We went to the driving range. It was good times. Then ate dinner. Its good to eat when you are hungry. Most obvious statement ever. But hey, Im Chelsea. Anyways...So after dinner we go to Salt River. My friend Tom played music for us because he loves me. I told him I love him too, and that he should be my grandpa. He said he'd give it a thought. I bowled fucking awesome. Got the hardest split of my life. I loved it. Dance and sang by myself, got some more looks for the day. Didnt care. Then we went to HOT N NOW because I fucking love that place. I was blasting The Thong Song at the Gas Station and was all dancing to it, and this old black guy started dancing next to the car. I told him I loved him. I didnt ask him to be my grandpa though. He was black and I am clearly not an oreo. He was straight up pimpin back in the day I bet. Aj got sad, so I sang Journey to him. Talked him out of being emo. That's what bestfriends do, right? Came home, and I'm talkin to this sweet girl Maria about being her caddy. That's really all I have to say for now.

Really random.
and to add to the what the fuck factor I have more than created in this post, heres an great conversation.
made me laugh:

Ashley: Well you have a crooked penis
Steve: Hey now, wasnt crooked til you got to it.

hahahaha

k

2005-04-10T17:29:12Z

I'm learning the song Break Yo Neck by Busta Rhymes. It's fast.
this girl loves fast.

anyone up for Kingswood tonight?
I'll be there later,
and you better be too.
:)

Aj was naked playing the bass yesterday night.
it was pretty entertianing.

Jen, Michelle, and I were dancing on the counter. Aj too.
good times man. good times.
they are good people.

Best friends means I pulled the trigger

2005-04-08T18:52:52Z

I realized that I honestly dont have time to make everyone happy. Of course I want to please my friends (because I love them), but I cant change who I am for anyone. For the first time ever, I really like the person that I am. I have fun, and I dont care what anyone thinks about me. I'm not shy anymore, I am outspoken. You think that your best friend in the entire world would be the last person to try to bring you down, but it turns out that it is probably the first. At least for me that is. If losing her as my friend means that I can be myself, then the friendship just isnt worth it. Exspecially after being called "Worthless." That was a beautiful thing to say to your best friend, am I right?

Yeah well anyways, Losing friends means that you have a chance to become closer to new ones that hopefully wont treat you like you dont fucking matter. I am going to Kat's tonight, and we are going to have a great time. :)

<333
Best Friends means you'll get what you deserve

Ladies night!

2005-04-08T02:34:54Z

At Kingswood bowling is free if you have a vagina on Thursdays.
I fucking love that.

I also love AJ for singing Queen for me into the phone today.
made me happy.

...because I have no life whatsoever

2005-04-06T20:59:58Z

It is a beautiful day out today. Spring makes me so incredibly happy. It brings on the anticipation of summer. I cant wait to move far away where its sunny out all year long. You will all miss me here in Michigan, though. Cant live without this girl.
Yeah she said it.

Anywayysyssys...Lets all plan a day to go to Metro.
play some ball. :)

Stole this from Slocum. I think I put male seeking female. hahaha. oh well.

Your dating personality profile:

Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates.
Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.

Your date match profile:

Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If her jokes make you laugh, she has won your heart.
Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Outgoing
2. Funny
3. Liberal
4. Athletic
5. Sensual
6. Practical
7. Adventurous
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Stylish
10. Intellectual

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Funny
2. Outgoing
3. Adventurous
4. Practical
5. Wealthy/Ambitious
6. Sensual
7. Athletic
8. Stylish
9. Conservative
10. Intellectual

Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions

Miss Leah Jane in Mels car. I love you to death girl.
"I didnt know what kind you wanted so I got all these"
"FUCKING LIP GLOSS?"
"yeah you said smackers right?"
*You and Mel laugh to death*
"STACKERS!!!"
Well hey now, it was all free.
:)))

Yippie Yippie, Yum Yum, Goodie Goodie Gum Drop

2005-04-06T05:05:40Z

I went spring shopping today.
I love spring.
I love skirts.
I love Target.
picked up some shit for Leah, Kat, and Mel.
I love you girls.
We have so much fun together.
Singing BSB together, and Spice Girls.
Bowling was good times, too.
I bowl better without my ball.
Whatever.

I hate wanting something for so long, then finally getting it.
The chase is over.

anyways...im off to sleep.
I wanted to die tonight again, not gunna happen.
night.

Xo Chels

I see nothing, I see nothing, I see nothing wrong

2005-04-05T06:27:13Z

Jessica cut my hair, and highlighted my hair a bit. We had an awesome night. Fun shit. We watched the movie "Closer", which was possibly the most confusing thing I have ever watched. I love that girl though. We are freaking funny.

Well late arrival. I love sleeping.
Mmmm

End of break

2005-04-03T22:44:03Z

Last night Kim, Danielle, and I hung out. It was a lot of fun. It was sort of weird that Danielle and I were haning out. She is an awesome girl. People I hate, or hate me, I always end up becoming cool as hell with. We had a fun night with Pat, Cendrowski, and Enrique.

Imma bout to watch School of Rock.
I <3 Jack Black.

School tomorrow.
i hate that.

1)Starting time: 9:44
2)Your name: Chelsea Ann Van Assche
3)Nickname: Chels or Bels
4)Screen name: BelseaBabyx3
5)Eyes: Blue.Green
7)Pets: Dog, Turtles, Bunny

HAVE YOU EVER...
9)Been so drunk you blacked out: nope
10)Taken any illegal substances?: yes
11)Gone out in public in your pajamas: yeah
12)Missed school because it was raining: no, I like the rain
13)Set any body part on fire for amusement: hahaha. I would have to be a really bored person.
14)Kept a secret from everyone: yes
15)Cried during a flick: a lot
16)Had a crush on someone out of reach: kinda
17)Cheated or was the someone cheated with: actually yeah :/ that makes me feel like shit.
18)Had a crush on a teacher: no
19)Ever thought an animated character was hot: Trent, from Daria
20)Ever at any time owned a New Kids On The Block tape: nope
21)Planned your week based on the TV guide: No if I miss a show, there are always re-runs
23)Shampoo: Herbal Essences
24)Hair Color: Blonde
25)Day/Night: Night
26)Summer/Winter: Summer
28)Lace or satin: Lace
29)Cartoon character: Daria
30)Greatest experience: I have too many great experiences to say the greatest.

WHO...
31)Who have you known the very longest out of all your friends: Janer
32)Who's the loudest: Janer
33)Who's the shyest: I dont usually talk to shy people
34)Who do you go to for advice: Ann Marie
35)Have you cried and who do you cry with?: I have cried with Aj before, and Anne Marie.
36)Do you like anyone: no
37)Do they like you: no
38)Who's this person: no
39)Have you tried for them: no
40)Do they have a girlfriend or boyfriend: no
41)Do they live near you: no

OUT OF THIS WEEK, HAVE YOU...
42)Cried: yes
43)Why did you cry: cop yelling at me
44)Cut your hair: no, but I need to get a trim
45)Worn a skirt: yes
46)Met someone new: Kobs. he goes to my school, hes a good guy.
47)Missed someone: I miss so many people
48)Hugged someone: A ton of them, I love hugs
49)Fought with your parents: thats like an everyday thing
50)Wished upon a star: dont believe in that kind of stuff
51)Laughed until you cried: no, but I love that.
53)Watched a sunrise or sunset: sunrise
54)Went to the beach at night: yes
55)Spent quality time alone: I like being with others. Alone, isnt quality
56)Read a book for fun: I discovered that I actually enjoy reading.
57)Ate a meal: I hope so. I'm not anorexic
58)Are you lonely: not really
9)Are you happy: sure

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
60)God/Devil: not at all
61)Love: certian types of it. for family and friends.
62)The closet monster: haha no but I always am afraid someone is going to come in my window.
63)Magic: no, but Mike Super makes me think about it.
64)Heaven/Hell: nope
65)Superstitions: nah

WHAT...
66)What is your full name: Chelsea Ann Van Assche
67)When was the last time you showered: like and hour ago
68)Wearing right now: white tee, and pink boy shorts
69)What song are you listening to right now: rufio-in my eyes
70)What was the last thing you said online: thats fucking amazing
71)What is your computer desk made of: ?
72)What is your favorite number: 3
73)What was the last thing you ate: popcorn
74)Where do you want to go on your honeymoon: Bahamas
75)How's the weather right now: windy
76)Have you ever smoked pot: yes
77)What did you do last night: went out with Danielle and Kim
78)What do you look for in the opposite sex: can make me laugh
79)How are you today: great
80)How do you eat an oreo: I pull it apart and lick the cream
81)If this Saturday, you could do ANYTHING you wanted, what would you go do: Fly to Cancun and see leah, and get drunk as fuck with her.
82)Have you ever won any awards and what for: not really, i kind of suck at life
83)Who's your best/good friends: Anne Marie and Leah
84) What are your future goals: Music Journalist, or Lawyer

FAVORITES...
85) Music: I like just about everything, besides simple plan.
86) Movie: Girl Interupted
87) Month: June
88)Guys/girls: ?
89)Do you like to dance: if im in the right mood
90)Fast or slow: both
91)Are you too shy to ask someone out: umm, i dont ask people out
92)If you could change your name what would it be: Shaniqua
93)Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes, my care bears leah and aj got me
94)Have you ever been in love: no fuck that
95)What is the stupidest thing you have ever done: a lot
96)What will your first sons name be: if i wanted a kid it would be christopher. I really like that name.
97)First daughter: same applies. but I really like that
98)Do you like scary or happy movies better: comedies
99)On the phone or in person: person
100)Lust or love: lust
101)If you could change something about yourself what would it be: I'd like to be a tad shorter
102)Have you ever went out in public in just your underwear: haha only like two feet. then i was cold.
103)What turns you on?: its a secret
104)What is your favortie color: blue
105)What is your favorite food: yogurt
106)What is your favorite animal: cats
107)Toothpaste: aquafresh
108)Favorite sport: hockey
109)Favorite team: wild. hahaha
110)What do you collect: notes
111)Whats your favorite store: Walmart, or Target
112)Do you shop at walmart: YES :) well not really shop
113)What are you doing right now: talking online
114)What time did you finish: 10:11

x_rawsugar @ 2005-04-02T00:52:00

2005-04-02T05:54:23Z

My new user picture is blurry. I like it that way. kinda.

alright well how about you all tell me one thing that you like about me.
and then one thing you dont like.

go.

x_rawsugar @ 2005-04-01T17:03:00

2005-04-01T22:05:48Z

I heard some great news that I almost forgot about. How could I forget. 0:)
I cant wait for Aj to come home! I hope Port Huron is kicking some ass.

oh yeah and I love Anne Marie, like no other.
everyone hope that she feels better

wow

2005-04-01T02:51:41Z

You fucking suck at life.

Yikes

2005-03-31T19:52:33Z

fuck survey answers.

Yeah, I'm a lobster

2005-03-30T21:52:51Z

Listen, Rob, would you have sex with me? Because I want to feel something else than this. It's either that, or I go home and put my hand in the fire. Unless you want to stub cigarettes out on my arm.

Rob: No. I only have a few left, I've been saving them for later.

I love that. What a great movie.

Anne Marie left me this morn. She doesn't feel very well. I hope she gets bettter.
I am very fake sun burnt. I hate my pale german skin, I wish I tanned easier.

Speaking of tan, Miss Leah left again for CanCun. Lucky.
She's gunna be a niglet when she comes back.
I miss her.

PS: Comment to do something this weekend. I hate that it's already Wednsday.

Thats the hat that I wore around walmart and eventually bought. It grew on me, I suppose.

♥♥♥

Alyssa Chmiel, where are you?

PICTURES...fuck you and your lj cuts.

2005-03-30T05:40:08Z

My bestest friend and I, in the car on the way to dinner!:)

Anne Marie and I in the mirror at the movies.

My famous cow mailbox.

Ree and I. I love those hats

Us again. Love the facial expression.

...and last but no least, the greatest boy ever at my favorite time of everyday this year. Thank you Josh for taking me out everyday. I'm going to miss you so incredibly much.

Today I mooned some lady at Walmart. I went tanning today, so it was a pretty red ass you might say.

the end

:) I love my Best Friend

2005-03-28T21:36:27Z

Turn around,
every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turn around,
Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turn around,
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turn around,
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turn around bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn round,
Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild

Turn around,
Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turn around,
Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turn around,
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Turn around bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart

x_rawsugar @ 2005-03-28T09:53:00

2005-03-28T14:56:49Z

Well I had a fun time bowling last night with Ryan, Chris, and Stephanie. It surprised me that Kingswood was open on Easter. I'm so bad, but I love going. My mom was watching The Day After Tomorrow(about like world diaster), and shes like, "what would you do if that happened?"

"Go bowling."

hahaha
Its even better because I'm not good at all.

well today I was considering just sleeping.
but i went to work, im on break..
have to go

x_rawsugar @ 2005-03-27T16:54:00

2005-03-27T22:01:17Z

Nothing should be open on Easter. You pay more for people to stand around and do nothing than you actually make. I am going to complain to the Mcdonalds Corp. Anyways, today was lame. I was forced to eat breakfast. It was yummy, but I did not want to get up.

Well enough of my complaining.
Have a Happy Easter everyone! :)))

x_rawsugar @ 2005-03-27T02:12:00

2005-03-27T07:15:44Z

Wow. Auto Pilot definitely surprised me. They were so good. I haven't ever been to a local show that I have actually enjoyed that much. Thank you for bringing me Amber. Easter Dinner was fun as well! :)))

After that Chris and I hung out. Went and seen Rena, before she left for Florida. Awwe. I'm gunna miss that girl. Then Chris and I went to his house and watched the Grudge. Not a very good movie. Speaking of scary movies...dont go see the Ring 2. Unless you want to laugh.

x_rawsugar @ 2005-03-26T08:27:00

2005-03-26T16:36:21Z

Last night I was sitting home, thinking I would have another very lonely night. The phone rings and its Marcy. She says, "Hey! Brittany and I are on the way to come and get you!" I was so ecstatic. Then she says, "Were going bowling, wherever you want. Kingswood?" I say, "Yes! I freaking ♥LOVE♥ you girls!" I go downstairs and my mom hands me twenty dollars in gift certificates to Kingswood. So Ironic, but simply amazing. Then she gave me a chocolate bunny for easter, and a stuffed animal. Awwe. I was so surprised/happy/loved. Then before we went bowling, we went to TARGET(my favorite store in the entire world). Bowling was the usual, I did decent. Came home and talked online til' like 2 in the morn or so. Ryan was sending me songs and singing Spice Girls(dont judge him)haha. It was entertianment.

Tonight Amber and I are going to see Auto Pilot. I'm pretty excited.
We might invite Chris if I can find his number, and try to cheer him up! :)

Why didnt I go on a vacation?

2005-03-25T22:40:22Z

The first night of my break, I sat home. That's how totally awesome I am. Anyways, I think that Aj and I are doing something. Hopefully after that I will see my bestest friend in the whole entire world. I miss her.

If any of you dont have a lot planned on Easter, come see this girl at work. Sucks I have to work on a holiday, so come and see me. :)

I would like to thank Amber for making me the most awesome icon ever. She is the coolest girl.

x_rawsugar @ 2005-03-24T17:57:00

2005-03-24T23:06:46Z

There is a lady that works at our store that has down syndrome(her name is Patty), so she has to have a job coach come in and sit while she works. Patty's job coach was talking to a crew member and asked where Monica's Job coach was. hahahaha It was pretty hilarious. If you know who Monica is, you're laughing.

Well Josh is leaving forever, and I am going to miss him very much. He told me today that our lunch time was one of his fondest memories of high school. I wanted to cry. Farewell Joshua :( ♥♥♥

I have come to the conclusion that I don't know what I want, and I'm not afraid to admit it. I wanted to get into Comestelogy so bad, but now I am debating. I like guys, then two days later I don't anymore. I hate Mcdonald's, but yet sometimes I think I would really miss the people that work there if I quit. I am a very confused girl. I am glad I have this break to just think everything over.

Anyone up for spending some time with me, leave a comment.

x_rawsugar @ 2005-03-23T15:38:00

2005-03-23T20:39:53Z

I want to know what love is.

I hate snowy/wet days.